Then Declan came and went...this blog was my solace. It wasn't my plan. I thought I would merely inform others of what had happened to us...so I wouldn't have to speak it aloud or repeat it fifty thousand times.
I just kept writing. Telling everyone my deep feelings...though I have no idea why...I am a very private person.
The first year of this blog had only been posted to 39 times. In the last two years I have posted over 200 times.
It has been an unexpected blessing in my life.
As I enter a new chapter in my life and close one behind me I am very grateful for everything that has gotten me here.
I have been very sick lately with the flu. I have had a lot of time to think about the changes coming in my life and what it means for my future.
Christian and I have felt the last four years have been a gift...however it has tested us with ferocity.
I will never regret moving here. It will always mean so much to me. I learned more about myself here than I thought possible.
It was no accident that so many of my friends have understood grief.
You all were my guardian angels and will eternally hold a special place in my heart.
This new change in our lives came so suddenly and I am almost staggering trying to realize this is happening...we are moving.
This is tied with the longest I have ever lived anywhere.
Emmy has been here since she was four months old...Bryce three.
As much as I don't want to leave...I feel that Heavenly Father has a plan for us to do something else now.
I am grateful for the chances for change...though it isn't always easy.
