November 18, 2011

Precious...

I have been trying desperately to get off my couch and resume life...so I started working out and pushing myself to be more busy.  At night I crash and feel that sleep can't come soon enough...which is fantastic since I couldn't sleep before.

Emmy has been sick so she has been really cuddly lately.  She just wants to sleep in my bed every night.  I woke up the other day to this...





...Emmy curled up with Declan's blanket on my bed.

I couldn't resist snapping a photo and taking some video of her.  She did not want to wake up.  I kissed her on her curls and told her it was time to get up and she did not even move.

At different times I have felt my kids were just what I needed throughout missing Declan.  They cheer me when I down and remind me there is still so much life to live.

I was driving with Christian home and he told me to look at the kids.  I turned my head and saw...


...it was so cute!

I love when my kids get along.  Sometimes I feel like pulling out my hair when they are at each other all the time, but then there are moments where they do get along...