April 27, 2011

My dear friend...

You have allowed me to vent, cry, and pour out my feelings here.  It's been two years since you were created.  I never thought you would be where I sorted through my grief.

I have many sleepless nights, like tonight, spend time here to think, ponder, and hope.  Each word written on you was a piece of my heart laid out.  I never planned on relying on you as much as I have.

My faith and love of my Heavenly Father and Savior are recorded here.  My testimony of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints is also a resident.

When I began you, I never thought anyone would read you.  I was just sending my thoughts into an open world of information...but miraculously people read you.  They reach out through you to me...comforting me more than I ever thought possible.

The first picture I posted on this blog (click here to view post)
Thank you dear friend.  It has been an amazing two years of learning, refining, and hurting...but all of it brought me here to this moment...and I don't have any regrets.

However silly it is to write to you, I have enjoyed the healing that has taken place here.  A reserved girl at heart, it surprised me how much I did share with you...but I have learned not to worry about vulnerability as I used to.

Good night friend...may we have more chats...
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